Homeless, Again.
Today, I went to the airport to see Dang off for Thailand. Do I have to tell you how I am feeling…. of course not. My heart has been broken by her leaving and, once again, I find myself homeless in Korea.
For almost 3 weeks, Korea was home. It was bright, shiny, and I was happy here. When I left school, I knew I was going home, for Dang was there. For 3 weeks, I awoke with glee and was at peace; I didn’t want to jump out the window. Dang was always smiling at the door when I got home….
“Papa, I missed you!”
There were no smiles waiting for me when I got back to the apartment (it’s not home, anymore). There were no, “I love you’s…” no, “I’m happy to be home, Mama.”
Without Mama, all of Korea has changed. I look around this room, and I can’t recognize where I am. “Is this the same place I left this morning? Who changed this place? Why is it darker? Why is it so uninviting? Why do I hate it so?”
There are remnants of my Love’s stay here…. reminders of when this apartment was alive with her presence. I can’t stay here any longer. I have to get out of here!
Mama!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come back to me!!!!!!
2 Responses to “Homeless, Again.”
By Noo-Dang!~ on May 18, 2008 | Reply
I’m waiting you at home, Thailand.
10 weeks to see you again!!!!!
Don’t sad, my love.
Mama loves you.
By Noo-Dang!~ on May 18, 2008 | Reply
I love you!!!!!!!!!!